Friday, October 19, 2018
Its been a minute since I have blogged, but I have this urge to write again. My kids are all in full day school now and I have some time to actually sit and THINK every once and a while. There's a billion thoughts swirling around my mind right now and I neeeeeed to get them out. I haven't decided if I will revamp this blog or start another, but it seemed easy to just click "New Post" here instead of setting up a new blog so here we are! It looks like I haven't written here since my boys were about three and they are five and a half and my girls just turned SEVEN! SEVEN. Let that sink in for a minute. It still hasn't sank in with me yet. Feels like yesterday I was thinking about how I was never going to be a mother at all. I started thinking about the whole process a couple days ago when I wrote a post on Facebook about my miscarriages since October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. After that, I realized that writing for me is therapeutic and helps me get through tough times which I'm having right now. Like I said, I haven't decided if I'll continue on here or close this blog down and start another so if you are interesting in reading just let me know and I'll keep you posted.