Hey, Remember Me?

Its been a minute since I have blogged, but I have this urge to write again.  My kids are all in full day school now and I have some time to actually sit and THINK every once and a while.  There's a billion thoughts swirling around my mind right now and I neeeeeed to get them out.  I haven't decided if I will revamp this blog or start another, but it seemed easy to just click "New Post" here instead of setting up a new blog so here we are!  It looks like I haven't written here since my boys were about three and they are five and a half and my girls just turned SEVEN! SEVEN.  Let that sink in for a minute. It still hasn't sank in with me yet.  Feels like yesterday I was thinking about how I was never going to be a mother at all. I started thinking about the whole process a couple days ago when I wrote a post on Facebook about my miscarriages since October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month.  After that, I realized that writing for me is therapeutic and helps me get through tough times which I'm having right now.  Like I said, I haven't decided if I'll continue on here or close this blog down and start another so if you are interesting in reading just let me know and I'll keep you posted. 

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My baby boys are three!!! Their birthday was yesterday. How on earth did that happen??

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Valentine's day was a bust. Better luck next year