4am & POAS

I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping the past few nights.  I have been waking up to pee in the middle of the night and not been able to go back to sleep.  Last night it was at 2am so I put on this movie called Ramen Girl.  It was kinda stupid, but apparently entertaining enough to keep me awake for 2 hours to watch it.  I thought or sure I would fall back asleep at some point.  Tonight I woke up at 3:15am to pee and here we are at 4:06 and I am not really tired at all.  This is getting pretty old if you ask me.....

Today I am 8dp5dt.  This is the day that I had my first beta with the twins.  Why do they make me wait one more day this cycle?? Geez.  The nurse even called last week and said that if I had plans on the 4th of July that I could come in on the 5th for my 1st beta.  Yeah right!  I told her that I didn't want to wait any longer and she just reminded me that my "official" pregnancy test wasn't until Saturday anyways.  They used to not even call with the 1st beta results but since they started the online thing where you can check your levels they have started calling on the 1st one because people are looking it up online and probably not really knowing what it means.

I ordered 20 of the cheapie preggo tests from the internet and they are almost gone already.  I used a bunch to test out booster shots and then to see what was happening.....  I figured that if the test was positive yesterday morning then it was probably a real positive, and it was!  I tested a couple more times yesterday and I got a pretty good line on the cheapies so I am feeling okay about this.  I also bought 3 FRER tests (that I had a coupon for!) so I will bust that out probably sometime this morning to see if there is still a line there.

I guess it will be good that I've been a night owl because tomorrow I have to do my PIO injection before 5am.  I have to take the shot 2-4 hours before I get my blood drawn and I have to go to the lab between 7-9:30am since it is a holiday.  Of course, I don't want to be sitting around waiting to go to the lab at 9am so I am making Brian get up early and give me the darn shot.  And if we sleep in and don't get it in time? Well, I think I'm still going at 7am.  My levels of progesterone have been good (around 30) and I'll just tell them what time I did the shot.

So, now instead of being worried about the test being positive, I am worried about what the number is.  Here's for the 24hr wait.  Ready, set, GO!